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Every Cell

by Engines

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The parts of my youth, that left me damaged Draw you to me, can love heal us We set our own rules, we break them each time I will show you how to love me It's so complicated, where's our relief? Where is my voice now, how do I right/write this Light our limbs up, let this burn down And it's just us now, no one else matters No, no It's so complicated, How could we let all the words we say get in our way Where is my voice? Where are my words? It's the moon, it's the air, It's the way you breathe here next to me Pain locked inside, roars into dark And the sound of the train above our heads It's the moon, it's the air, The way you breathe here next to me I'm already home
Admonition 02:43
Where do I show you where my faults are? You can unlearn all your abuse The power you have in just your hands alone What do you like and I'll be come her Go forward, proceed with caution If you watch I'm like an open flame Oh and I know the ways to comfort you I also know whats to make us hurt Now I'm so anxious, tell me I'm alright Using your voice to quell my fears And I won't answer
The Marrow 03:15
Will I survive, will I withdraw? We are the monster split in two halves All the anger (I hide)< all the warnings And didn't I say we'd end up here Oh how your face brings me to my knees I'm so torn open by each delay We're made to hurt, we love our own wounds Oh, sensation (oh oh), oh my devotion And if I write these songs for you Will you please come back, come back to me? And if I sing will you come home? Come back to me
I'm in withdrawal now No self-respect, I'm broken and undone I'm feeding my diseased brain I'm fucking crazy, you just ignore me Two can play this game I lost myself in our mistake It's been so long since I've been fine Each time I write you The devastation hits me in small waves It's never like the first time Can we go back to when it was easy? I won't leave this time If you swear not to be so mean It's been so long since we've been fine Let's just start over this time I think of nothing else but you How can I make myself into someone you love? The one that loves you best Let's just start, let's just start over now, over and repeat It's been so long since we've been fine
Force me down, push me way All the times I have failed to keep you here Dirty floor where I belong A million years, we're apart, and here we meet And our secret On this cold planet earth In this dead ground Is that we thrive I breathe light into your mouth I take flame and I burn the sacred heart I leave strands of my hair Where you sleep, so you'll dream You'll dream of me And we'll come alive, in this hotel room Oh, what we've done If I don't love you, then I won't hurt you I'm nothing if I'm not yours
New Language 04:24
You don't know how far I'd go to let you numb me out I don't even know myself, I lost my way somehow I been blaming you for this, when it's my fault alone This isn't our real love, it's just our disease You won't feel anything, when I'm done You won't feel anything And I will never grow out of my pain Can you annihilate me here? The sky turn black and I'm born in this brand new hell What chemicals can I find to make this okay? I'm waiting here for your words to make me feel clean I want your eyes on me, I need your eyes on me You don't feel anything, when I am done You don't feel anything If I'm the weakest I've been since we began Will you annihilate me now? We make our own words You won't feel anything We make our own pain


released June 21, 2019


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